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Sunday, July 17, 2011

暑假完咯!

十一点二十九分。。。

再过三十一分钟,短短一周的暑假就要过去了。。。

写着的当儿,在 Windows Media Player 打开了我的韩语 MTVs。 第一支播出的 MV 竟然是 Super Junior K.R.Y 的 "Fly"。 感觉有点讽刺,但又有些奇妙。

因为三十分钟前,在洗澡间里听的是郭静的“每一天都不同”。 两首歌曲中的歌词是有点矛盾的。

虽然两首歌都是激励人心的,但意境却有着微妙的不同。。。

明天就开学了! 有点不知所措,有点说不上来的不安。。。 是烦闷? 还是厌倦? 总之就是不想开始的感觉。

这一周里,睡了好多,其实也没有做些什么,也就是玩一玩电脑游戏 Witcher 2, 看完了“巾帼枭雄”第一部,走了一趟柔佛夜市。 但就是感觉九个月来课业中累积的劳累还没还清。。。 哈哈。。。

这是最后的三个月了,之后又得开始工作生涯。 今天吃晚饭的时候,老妈还担心我毕业后找不到工作,虽说“不会,不会”,但心里其实还蛮害怕的。。。 银行户口还真的空空是也。。。

明天就要确定是否下个学期要做 DemoReel 还是 Shortfilm。。。 一点头绪都没有。。。 老师们似乎都很不支持我们做后者,因为找工作时 DemoReel 好像是定胜负的一切。

心里其实是想挑战做 Individual Shortfilm, 但害怕的因素真的好多好多。。。

心。。。 生病了。。。 。。。

每一天都不同 - 郭靜
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pE6KflC9o5U

FLY - Super Junior K.R.Y
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ohlITGWoDnQ&feature=related

Sunday, June 19, 2011

重逢

好久好久不见!
竟然有三年了,有点不可思议。。。 :D

最近发生了好多心痛的事, 也从中得到了小小的领悟。
发现自己交友还满失败的,有时候想找个人说一说话也没有。

谈恋爱的谈恋爱,结婚的结婚,工作的工作。
可能这都是人生的一个过渡期,尤其到了我这个年纪。 哈哈!
“脸书”的一个讯息,让我想起了这里!
可能用文字写下来,可以有助心情的释放 :)

三年里,转换了好几份工作。 转呀转,回到了学生的身份。
心情的起伏转折之大,自己竟然也没有发现。 一切似乎来得太快了。

虽然现在还满享受读书生涯,但小时念书所没有的压力与责任感,竟一涌而上。
从一开始的兴奋,到执意,到被比较(量),到愤怒,混乱,失望,平静。。。
就有如武侠小说里,用了毕生的精力去对抗,但又谈何容易?

开心的事其实也不算没有,像是爱上了韩流,学习制作动画,追看假面骑士OOO,收集玩具等。
只是我一直以来就是个超~~~~~~ 悲观的人就是了,哈。

付出与收获虽然无法划上等号,但有时持续的太久,还真的让人好累好累。。。
你一切累计的用心,被他人的一句话,就像被丢进垃圾桶一样,毫无价值。

没有任何讨论的机会,可能伤心多日,换来的只是“你反省了吗?”。
我想通了又如何? 他所谓的简单,只不过是把刀在皮肤划过(像papercut一样,无色无痕迹,却痒痛无比!),再隐藏起来吧了?
可能根本不把你放在眼里,因为有更大的"存在"等着他去供奉,你又为何如此难过呢?

当然,每个人在对“好”的定义上都不一样,很多时候很可能是自己“自作多情”。
况且,在某重意义上,“好”是会附属压力的, 所以也不用太在乎,顺其自然吧!

烦。

没有幽默感的人。。。挚友? 别做梦了。。。

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

起点



我想。。。
我是一个拒绝长大的小孩

念书的我
向往高尚生活
踏入社会的我
发觉金钱的恐怖与可怕

在几所不同的公司上班后
慢慢的爬上阶层
看到了黑暗
人心的黑暗

人们为了追求“更好”的生活
他们开始不择手段
可以适应的 称那为“上进/适应能力强”
不能适应的 被称为“固执/幼稚”

只因为他们 “看不惯/不爽”
建立了三十多年的教育体系
一刹那化为乌有
人生最基本的 到哪儿去了?

我属于后者
虽然暂时还无法游出这无止境的漩涡
像在高速公路上 拼了命踩刹车器
我还是会坚持的
小心翼翼的抓紧
保护自己这一份小小的天真

“放弃, 不是一件可耻的事
放不下, 只因为失去了原来”



Return To Innocence - Enigma

Love - devotion
Feeling - emotion

Dont be afraid to be weak
Dont be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence

If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself dont hide
Just believe in destiny

Dont care what people say
Just follow your own way
Dont give up and use the chance
To return to innocence

Thats not the beginning of the end
Thats the return to yourself
The return to innocence

Dont care what people say
Follow just your own way
Follow just your own way
Dont give up, dont give up
To return, to return to innocence.
If you want then laugh
If you must then cry
Be yourself dont hide
Just believe in destiny

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

That's Life?




"我丟棄 對我最好的
可是一關上燈 全部都回來了"

一向来对陳綺貞的词意都是模糊的
对于忙碌与不间断的工作感到疲惫
今天无意中看了“简单就是:美”
一段一段刺进心头的旁白
仿佛让自己赤裸裸的
站到了身命的边缘

对于节目中可以放弃一切
敢于追求理想的人感到敬佩
快速发展的文明与城市
在造就了无数了不起发明的当儿
又创造了多少的悲哀

要能够脱离现代城市的缩博
究竟需要多少的勇气与领悟呢?
就如歌词所写的
在你能够不顾一切的抛开所有
没有了你所一意固执的必要时
其实一切就在你身边
至少。。。我是这么认为的。。。

你。。。放开了吗?


题:如果你剩下二十四小时的身命,你最想做的是?
答:造常的过日子吧~!

活于当儿,活于现在。。。


“简单就是:美”:http://www.poeticlifejourney.blogspot.com/

Thursday, January 31, 2008

My Own Ktv Ethnics



A friend of mine once told me that she is very selective who she goes with to the ktv. Being a ktv go-er for many years, I didn't understand why she acted that way.

Until recently, I realized that the mindset of going to a nasty ktv session really irritates me. Or maybe it's the age that's catching up on me. Due to these various reasons, I have yet to enter the ktv for a long time.

The BIG 5 are mainly:

1) The Flooder - People who hugs on to the remote (once they get into the room) and floods the capacity of the dedication list.

2) The Whiner - Extention of the Flooder, whining of their coarse voice after singing the full length of their OWN dedications.

3) The Pretender - Another extension of the flooder. Telling you to insert a song (as the list is flooded by their own dedications), who in turns insert their songs over yours.

4) The Chat Box - Please proceed to the kopitiam. (I don't really mind talking, but shouting? No way.)

5) The Show Off - Sings (or rather shouts) loudly, when it's not their turn w/o using the microphone. I appreciate people who ask if they can sing (not shout) together, and please....use the microphone.


*PS: The above are purely my own preferences. 如有雷同,纯属巧合.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Hairspray

WITHOUT LOVE

SEAWEED
(climbing in Penny's window)
Psst Penny! What happened?!

PENNY (strapped into bed)
My mother's punishing me for going to jail without permission!

SEAWEED
Well, I'm here to save the fair maiden in her tower.

PENNY
Oh, Seaweed!

LINK (sneaking into jail)
Tracy, you took beautiful behind bars!

TRACY
It must be the low-watt instutionai lighting!

LINK
Oh Tracy, they can keep us from kissing,
but they can't stop us from singing!

LINK
Once i was a selfish fool
Who never understood
I never looked inside myself
Though on the outside, i looked good!

Then we met and you made me
The man i am today
Tracy, i'm in love with you
No matter what you weigh
'Cause...

LINK (& ENSEMBLE)
Without love
Life is like the seasons with
No summer
Without love
Life is rock 'n' roll without
A drummer

Tracy, i'll be yours forever
'Cause I never wanna be
Without love
Tracy, never set me free
No, i ain't lyin'
Never set me free, Tracy,
No, no, no!!

TRACY
Once i was a simple girl
Then stardom came to me
But i was still a nothing
Though a thousand fans may
Disagree

ENSEMBLE
Tracy!!

TRACY
Fame was just a prison
Signing autographs a bore
I didn't have a clue
'Til you came banging on my door

TRACY (& ENSEMBLE)
That without love
Life is like my dad without his bromo
Without love
Life is making out with perry como!

Darling, i'll be yours forever
'Cause i never wanna be
Without love
So darling, throw away the key

LINK & TRACY
I'm yours forever

TRACY
Throw away the key

LINK, TRACY& ENSEMBLE
Yeah, yeah, yeah!

SEAWEED
Living in the ghetto
Black is everywhere ya go
Who'd 've thought i'd love a girl
With skin as white as winter's snow

PENNY
In my ivory tower
Life was just a hostess snack
But now i've tasted chocolate
And i'm never going back

PENNY & SEAWEED & ENSEMBLE
'Cause without love

SEAWEED
Life is like a beat that you can't follow

PENNY & SEAWEED & ENSEMBLE
Without love

PENNY
Life is doris day at the apollo

PENNY & SEAWEED & ENSEMBLE
Darling, i'll be yours forever
'Cause i never wanna be
Without love

SEAWEED
So darling, never set me free

PENNY & SEAWEED
I'm yours forever
Never set me free

PENNY & SEAWEED & ENSEMBLE
No, no, no!

LINK
If you're locked up in this prison, trace
I don't know what i'll do

TRACY
Link, i've got to break out
So that i can get my hands on you

SEAWEED
And girl, if i can't touch you
Now i'm gonna lose control

PENNY
Seaweed, you're my black white knight
I've found my blue-eyed soul

SEAWEED & ENSEMBLE
Sweet freedom is our goal

LINK
Trace, i wanna kiss ya!

TRACY
Then i can't wait for parole!

(Link & Seaweed break their girls out of their respective prisons
and continue singing... of course)

ALL
'Cause without love

SEAWEED
Life is like a prom that won't invite us

ALL
Without love

LINK
Life's getting my big break and laryngitis

ALL
Without love

PENNY
Life's a '45' when you can't buy it

ALL
Without love

TRACY
Life is like my mother on a diet

ALL
Like a week that's only mondays
Only ice cream never sundaes
Like a circle with no center
Like a door marked "do not enter!"

DARLING, I'LL BE YOURS FOREVER
'Cause I never wanna be...

Without love

PENNY & LINK
Yes now you've captured me

ENSEMBLE
Without love

SEAWEED & TRACY
I surrender happily

ENSEMBLE
Without love

PENNY
Oh seaweed

ALL
Never set me free

PENNY & SEAWEED
No, no, no

TRACY & LINK
No, i ain't lyin'

PENNY & SEAWEED
Never set me free

ALL
No, no, no
No, i dont wanna live without

PENNY
Love, love, love

LINK
Yeah, yeah, yeah

ALL
Darling, you had best believe me,
Never leave me without love!


IT TAKES TWO

LINK
They say it's a man's world
Well, that cannot be denied
But what good's a man's world
Without a woman by your side
And so i will wait
Until that moment you decide

LINK & GUYS
That i'm your man
And you're my girl
That i'm the sea
And you're the pearl
It takes two, baby,
It takes two
Doo doo - wop!

LINK
A king ain't a king
Without the pow'r behind the throne
A prince is a pauper. Babe,
Without a chick to call his own
So please, darling, choose me
I don't wanna rule alone
Tell me,

LINK & GUYS
I'm your king
And you're my queen
That no one else
Can come between
It takes two, baby,
It takes two

GUYS
Don't you know

LINK
Lancelot had guinevere
Mrs. Claus has old st. Nick
Romeo had juliet
And liz, well, she has her dick

They say it takes two to tango
Well, that tango's child's play
So take me to the dance floor
And we'll twist the night away

Just like frankie avalon
Had his favorite mouseketeer
I dream of a lover, babe,
To say the things 1 long to hear
So come closer baby,
Oh and whisper in my ear

TRACY (in anything but a whisper)
Yeah!

LINK
That you're my girl
And i'm your boy
That you're my pride
And i'm your joy
That i'm the sand
And you're the tide
I'll be the groom
If you'll be my bride
It takes two, baby,
It takes two

TRACY (& GUYS)
I'm your girl (you're my girl)
You're my boy (i'm your boy)
You're my pride
I'm your joy
I'm the sand
You're the tide
Be the groom
I'll be your bride (be my bride)

It takes two...
It takes two...

LINK
It takes two, baby

TRACY & LINK
It takes two

GUYS
...Two - oo - îîí!



YOU CAN"T STOP THE BEAT

TRACY
You cant stop an avalanche
As it races down the hill
You can try to stop the seasons, girl
But ya know you never will
And you can try to stop my dancin' feet

But i just cannot stand still
Cause the world keeps spinnin'
Round and round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way

TRACY & LINK
Cause you can't stop the beat

Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today

'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why

And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!

PENNY
You can't stop a river
As it rushes to the sea

SEAWEED
You can try and stop the hands of time
But ya know it just can't be

PENNY
And if they try to stop us, Seaweed,
I'll call the N Double A C P
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way

PENNY & SEAWEED
Cause you can't stop the beat

PENNY & SEAWEED
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today

'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
We're dreamin' of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
Cause you cant stop the beat!

EDNA
You cant stop my happiness
Cause i like the way i am
And you just can't stop my knife and fork
When i see a christmas ham
so if you don't like the way i look
Well, i |ust don't give a damn!

EDNA & ENSEMBLE
Cause the world keeps spinning
Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way

EDNA & COMPANY
'Cause you cant stop the beat

Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today

Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!


MOTORMOUTH
Oh oh oh
You can't stop today
As it comes speeding down the track
Child, yesterday is hist'ry
And it's never coming back

MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause tomorrow is a brand new day

MOTORMOUTH
And it don't know white from black

ENSEMBLE
Yeah!

MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause the world keeps spinning
'Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
'Cause you cant stop the beat

ALL
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
They can try to stop ths paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
You can't stop the beat!

Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah

ALL
Ever since we first saw the sun
A man and woman like to shake it when the day is done
But we're gonna shake and shimmy it
And have some fun
For today!

ALL
Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
You can try to stop the paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
'Cause you can't stop the beat!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

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