Bad Dream... Good Dream... Prophecy?

Been sometime since I've last posted~! Somehow I need to get this "mood" to start churning before I can post an entry, and not just write for the sake of keeping my blog up to date.

Anyways, have been REALLY busy with work nowadays... burned two weekends... and will keep burning the following 2-3 weeks. That aside, a few days ago I dreamt, I'd actually call it a good dream? Cuz I woke up smiling.

Age in Dream: 20+
Outfit: T-Shirt/Jeans
Role: A tutor that teaches music
Scenario: Teaches music to a group of students around the age of approx. 12-14

Ok... I know there's nothing fascinating with the above "short" of details, but you know how it's quite rare for us to remember the complete details of a dream. The reason for feeling glad after I woke up is the fact that it has always been my dream to be able to teach music (work in background music industry)...

I almost felt that I was zoomed into the portal of the good ol' secondary school band days. There was goal and passion for the things I did. No matter how extensive the time is spent on the activity, it was never too tiring or stressful. Only the mindset to excel and do my best.

Now that the dream has become impossible, I am back in the line of my career doing design. The difference is that I really dread the long working hours, endless pounding through the nights, and the lack of an active lifestyle besides sitting at the desk, drawing and drawing and drawing... ...

How many people live just to fit into the expectations of the society? A dreaded never ending cycle... Is life all about money, marraige and passing down the line? How many of us really sit down and think of our life besides slogging at our job and families? Is that all there is to a life cycle?

"IS IT EASIER TO LIVE A A COMMONPLACE OR GLAMOUROUS LIFE?"


情歌 - 側田

作曲：雷頌德 | 填詞：林夕 | 編曲：雷頌德 | 監製：雷頌德　

為了愛我真受夠傷　但有過愛的分享
為了每次打敗仗　我哭得最響
沒有過愛的技倆　有幾好亦自量
不去用腦想　牽掛又會有幾傷　

聽見最浪漫纏綿的歌　聽幾多次也落淚的歌
我才明愛恨因果　懂得心痛要恭賀
興奮妒忌苦惱怨恨完全憑心魔　然而無論有幾多愛錯
那紀念屬我　開心比苦惱多

#其實傷心都不過為愛　同樣知活得開心靠愛
情像一首歌　可一總可再
失戀後幸運再能重頭戀愛
付出過偉大到放開　沒有得到好報便分開 (亦勝孤單一個沒戀愛)#　

知不知錯　亦但求被愛
苦戀的　大概與某個他比賽
單戀的　設法參透怎去活到死也要戀愛　

Repeat (#)　

明白我生死都也為愛　孱弱得為了一粒沙感慨
人存在世上　若要悲壯過　便投入愛海沒有害
怕接觸痛苦　全為怕分開
誰亦未信　首先相信愛　

聽見世上勾引眼淚能迷魂的歌
纏綿華麗已經綁架我
你化了我　眼淚算得甚麼

Kong by 侧田

Kong 侧田

我我没有害过人
只想失恋也有名份
我太乐意献一吻
为什么这温柔会犯禁
若你我可抱着睡
连命也甘心短几岁
谁能及我
将性命也豁出去
若与你好有罪
全是律例不对
我要追
离弃世界亦要追
宁愿天去收我
也替你受重伤
金刚跟美女恋上
也是个传奇狂想
纵是遗憾收场
都必需跟你
明刀明枪
子弹不怕上
一级级上塔尖欣赏
欣赏你忧伤
就算你早有别人
无碍我争取梦中人
扶摇直上
高到共你能拥吻
别说到太高深
能自愿便相衬
够决心
越中箭我越勇敢
不屑不信不怕
打击更令我坚强
这纵是妄想
能得到你给举世景仰
我有我梦与想
多高攀也敢攀上
这份爱传奇无双
苦命人
相拥俯看
世上风霜


I like this part of the lyrics, 谁能及我将性命也豁出去, 若与你好有罪全是律例不对.
It can apply to all kinds of relationships and not just between couples.

What is the world coming to? And where is "IT" leading us?... ...

I'm Back...(For Good I Hope :p)

Greetings,

It's been really long since i've last blog~! Somehow I think that blogspot is very nice not to delete the accounts by users (like me), who doesn't log on to their account quite so often (ok... I know for my case it's more than just "often").

Before I dwell on, just something short for those that needs to be updated (well, although I'm not expecting anyone whom I do not know to read this, but just to fulfill the regular blogging "format").

Let's see... I'll start from where I can remember...

1) Went to China twice for an overseas interior design project in June (I think... I mean the month).
2) Went thru my reservice in july.
3) Went thru my IPPT RT 1st and 2nd phase, but still miss my 2.4km run by 20secs.
4) Switched jobs, still doing design.
5) 1st attempt to cook Muthu's Curry (after reading Addited to Curry) which turned out to be more like curry flavour soup (that's suitable for cooking instant noodles).
6) 5th attempt to make cheese cake. I like it although my pals doesn't. So it's either I have exotic tastebuds or it tastes really awful.
7) Continue to exercise and keep fit ^^ although I'm not sure how much longer I can continue this.
8) Bought my 1st ever laptop ^^ (my ancient pc finally gave up on me).
9) Conquered Singapore highest peak, with a "splendid" view of Singapore's very own "Niagara Falls".
10) Started to blog again... ...

The main reason for the "empty window" of not blogging (besides being lazy and quick in losing interest in whatever I do), is the fact that I do not remember, or take account of, my daily stuff too well. It's not like I'm brain dead or whatever, but the fact that my brain is constantly switching between stuff and issues thus by the end of the day, nothing stays long enough in my tiny brain unless it was something major. Maybe I'm just a mutated version of a goldfish (and probably named dory, u can ask nemo).

It's an irony that I'm working in the design field because I have to say that I do not know of how, to "cosmetic" my blog as i do not like taking photos, except scenery but there's no cash for travel and there's really not much scenery to take in Singapore (at least that's what I feel). And my daily life is nothing anywhere near "interesting" or "weird" or otherwise enough to be shouted around, unless maybe something really BIG happened (like fighting a bear).

Anyways... I have not decided what kind of blog I would want to create. It seems that most blogs are dedicated to the writer's own daily life, some are dedicated to food (I love those, yummy :D), some to medicine, others to photos... etc etc. Yup too much too mention...

So now I'm at this juncture realizing the fact that I am AGAIN in the vicious cycle of squeezing my mutated tweeny weeny goldfish brain of what to blog everyday. Somehow or rather, something that "stressful" just doesn't really appeal to me. Haha...

Goodluck...

To me ^^